I tell everyone that Cal’ has invited me to live with him in (Viva) Las Vegas. (What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.) I ask for everyone to share their honest opinion on how they would really feel about me leaving. Moriah was the only one who truly felt positive about the situation, and he showed his full on support. I greatly appreciated everyone speaking their minds, but especially Mo’ for having my back. Justin asks me something questionable, but at that point I didn’t think anything of it.
Later on that night, as the party died down, Justin pulls me aside and expresses to me how much my friendship means to him, but on a deeper level. He doesn’t want me to leave, but does want me to be happy. I let him know straight up that I have never been as happy as I have since I have met and been with Cal’ and he needed to respect that. I accuse Justin of being selfish bluntly. Justin apologizes and leaves me alone to marinate with my thoughts, and what just happened.
I couldn’t believe my ears. I may have went hard on Justin, but that doesn’t mean I care for him any less than I ever have. Timing is everything and it simply wasn’t the time or the place. Truth be told, I feel I made the right decision because my relationship is still going strong with Cal’ and despite not choosing up to be with Justin, we couldn’t be better. Well, maybe but. . . We’ll just leave that one up to time itself.
Although I can not foretell the future, I know everything will all work out for the best because everything that is meant will and does happen. That’s as real as it gets. Thank you all for tuning in to season 3 of “Baldwin Hills.” We appreciate each and everyone of you! This is your girl, signing out. I hope you enjoyed the show.