‘That Girl Doesn’t Know What She’s Missing…’
May 27th, 2009
I was so glad to have a moment of peace in the house. Dr. Nixon’s visit helped a lot with our dynamics, and allowed us to slowly dissolve the boundaries of formed alliances. I became much more comfortable around my housemates, and my days became a lot less drama-filled and allowed me to focus on being me, rather than defending myself. This, of course, allowed me to explore my friendship with Kay.
Now, I can’t say I had strong feelings for her. Certainly not the same feelings I shared with Pioneer. However, who can blame me for not being interested? She’s sexy as hell, intelligent, and wacky– my kind of girl. She teased me constantly, whether purposefully or not, making my sexual desert I was thrust into even hotter. And then she admitted that she would sleep with me out of everyone else in the house, and that she’d previously had a lesbian relationship! Score! I knew it would make our nights have a bit more sexual tension, which is always fun.
Well, it would have, anyway, if Paul weren’t in the picture. I can’t really blame her for picking him over me. Granted, he snitched on her, but that’s beside the point. Paul ain’t my type, but I can understand the appeal. He’s a good looking dude! And I’m, well, yeah. You know. Awkward, strange, etc, etc.
Speaking of awkward, do you know how not cool it is to wake up in the middle of the night to the moans of a girl that you want, and you’re not the one making her do the moaning? (I woulda done a better job than Paul, but eh.) I didn’t know if I should just go back to sleep, if I should leave, or if I should jump in (kidding! … sort of). It sucked. I was a bit hurt, but she’d made her choice. What could I have done?
Though it’s not an experience I would wish on anyone, I can’t help but chuckle when I think about it. Anyway, that girl doesn’t know what she’s missing, because no man– no man– can please a woman quite like another woman. Hah!
–Allison
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I like how Allison said she would have done better, it would be messed up if Paul wasnt that good anyway (she probably was fakin to tease Allison), and I’m with Brandon, if it was Kay and Allison, I’d be om there 2 (not just watchin tho).
*in there 2
Is it just me or does it seem like Paul & Chris are….. very close??? I like that Allison isn’t into playing games; she made it known plain & clear that she’s interested in Kay. Kay is leading Allison on & I was SHOCKED that her & Paul were so intimate so quickly. I haven’t trusted Paul for some time now. He says one thing behind closed doors & then does something completely differently.
I love you Allison. I used 2 love kay, but man what she did was so wrong. No respect for your feelings. Knowing how u felt and she f***ed paul in the next bed?? what?? No way i coulda stay in bed. I was mad and hurt just watching it, can image how u felt. You deserve better! Great post!
eww. paul iz not all that hot . an paul dnt respect kay. allison i can imagein how u feel. kay that was real dum. why would u do that an u know how much allison like you. That was not cool at all. kay an that iz nasty out of all the boys in tha house you would choose paul.
I think Kay is just livin her life rite now, we’ve all done sum things in the HEAT of the moment, personally I wouldn’t have chosen Paul or Allison. They both have flaws and we all do, but I mean have a lil’ class about yaself. In the room next to sumone, then n front of the cameras I mean daaaammmn, but I hope next week this all turns out to be a lesson learned for Ms. Kay.
Paul is a d**k. he didn’t hit it rite nohow. i think that he is suspect. yeah like some said it should have been a threesome. Allison should have reamed Paul with one of Kyle’s greasy ribs while in the act. reality people have no class. i’ll be paul has no respect for her
I loved it!!!!!!!!! Allison wat Kay didnt was so uncool…… i mean grindin on you in the club knowin that she is fine as hell then gettin the business while your in the room…… NO WORDS. But love ur blog ur a G!!! Love, Peace, & Cheese lol
Im sooooooooooooo Happi im not the only one that thinks Chris……..is standing in a closet
Also they’re young and in south beach. Live it up!!!
Kathryn said that she wanted to just hook up. And allison was more like a person she would have a relationship with. Was it a poor choice. Probably b/c it’s on national television and your friends and family are going to see it.
i feel yew on that allison..paul is my man lol so kay needs ta back up [love yew kay] i don’t see how yew held ya compulsure when tha one yew want is gettin freaky with someone else right in front of yew…=[
Allison is cool people, however she needs to be more aggressive with Kay, if she wants to be with her sexually or relationship wise. ..I don’t know why Kay likes Paul, but to each his or her own. however, if Kay let’s Paul quickly hit it and after that he no longer wants to be bothered with it, that’s what she gets.
Kay did u give it up?I saw that secret video cam in yo room when u n paul wuz cuddle in.I happen to see that u wuz opening your legs in he wuz laying between!say it aint so gurl!!!!
honestly i love watching college hill i like the cast members. i think kay does like allison but she more into paul rightnow pluz allison has a boyfriend last time i checked so let kay have hers. and paul knows he likes kay but wants to act all cool in front of his boys (chris, and kyle) what a gang. lol so allison i dont think shot at love with kay is intirely shot down. so dont give up babe im all for it. hell why not mess with both. that be crazi right ? kay i gotta tell you paul planned the whole thing…he knew exactly what he was doing after you admited you would sleep with him..guys right?? and yea allison does like you alot i presume so you should give her a chance.
kay likes paul they should go out. and kay likes allison its a mutal thing maybe they should go out 2. and tiffany and chris like each other but is it really worth giving up a 1 relationship with other dude??…probably not. and kyle well im just happy your working on yourself god bless you. paul stop tryna be cool and show alittle more emotion towards kay…
I think Kay is such a cutie pie. Allison, I can understand why she thinks Kay is attracted to her. They both flirt with each other. Allison is a cutie too in an innocent way. She’s very likable and I agree with Kay her Aura is beautiful. I would have wanted Kay and Allison to be with each other. I think Paul is being a typical young man about his approach in the upcoming episode. It takes 2 to tango and he should show more respect than he’s displaying. You mutually agreed to cross the line so why is she labeled now? Kay if you were a few years older and I was single I would definitely be another Allison…. You have me smiling when I see you on TV and I dont even know you. Anyways everyone in the cast is very entertaining and keeps me tuned in every Tues at 10.
Kay is just confused. She made a mistake and she’ll regret it. Paul doesn’t look so interested in her anymore and she’ll regret spreading her legs for him, (if she really did). Even if she didn’t, she gave him attention he didn’t deserve. He never stood up for her, he LAUGHED as Kyle disrespected her, he snitched on her to create more drama and she still chose him. Now he’s calling her names after getting in her pants. She made dumb move. Allison you should just forget about her, let her learn from her mistakes. At least you know what you want and more power to you
You all are talking crazy! Allison and Kay? That’s a joke. The girl needs d1ck in her life!
For the one who made a comparison between Kay giving it up too fast vs. Paul laying it down too fast…Let’s put this into perspective: The reality is that men and women are NOT the same and therefore her loose behavior will be perceived differently than his..especially on national TV. Kay is stupid. Paul sold her out twice already..TWICE(snitching and letting Kyle up in her face the way it was done)..and she still gave it to him THE NEXT DAY(so it seems on the show)! I don’t see her as a hoe(although many will)..I just see her as stupid. Even if she did want to just let loose, don’t play yourself on national TV
. On another note, I don’t think she’s taking any of them serious and probably just trying to have fun. She should be aware of her surroundings though.
STOP, ALLISON…. KAY WAS NOT TRYING TO LEAD U ON SHE WAS JUST HAVIN’ FUN …..PLUS SHE LOVES PAUL, DONT TAKE WHAT SHE LIKES BEST……..!!!