‘That Girl Doesn’t Know What She’s Missing…’
May 27th, 2009
I was so glad to have a moment of peace in the house. Dr. Nixon’s visit helped a lot with our dynamics, and allowed us to slowly dissolve the boundaries of formed alliances. I became much more comfortable around my housemates, and my days became a lot less drama-filled and allowed me to focus on being me, rather than defending myself. This, of course, allowed me to explore my friendship with Kay.
Now, I can’t say I had strong feelings for her. Certainly not the same feelings I shared with Pioneer. However, who can blame me for not being interested? She’s sexy as hell, intelligent, and wacky– my kind of girl. She teased me constantly, whether purposefully or not, making my sexual desert I was thrust into even hotter. And then she admitted that she would sleep with me out of everyone else in the house, and that she’d previously had a lesbian relationship! Score! I knew it would make our nights have a bit more sexual tension, which is always fun.
Well, it would have, anyway, if Paul weren’t in the picture. I can’t really blame her for picking him over me. Granted, he snitched on her, but that’s beside the point. Paul ain’t my type, but I can understand the appeal. He’s a good looking dude! And I’m, well, yeah. You know. Awkward, strange, etc, etc.
Speaking of awkward, do you know how not cool it is to wake up in the middle of the night to the moans of a girl that you want, and you’re not the one making her do the moaning? (I woulda done a better job than Paul, but eh.) I didn’t know if I should just go back to sleep, if I should leave, or if I should jump in (kidding! … sort of). It sucked. I was a bit hurt, but she’d made her choice. What could I have done?
Though it’s not an experience I would wish on anyone, I can’t help but chuckle when I think about it. Anyway, that girl doesn’t know what she’s missing, because no man– no man– can please a woman quite like another woman. Hah!
–Allison
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wow she is really stupied 2 give it up 2 himm he is not that cute and she better off wit allison..she is stupied ass hell
next time…lol
Um yea…! i think Allison is hella cute and deserves someone that is whole heartedly into her as much as she is into them! Paul made it perfctly clear that all he wanted was to have “fun” with Kay…and honestly.. thats all he did! (lol) I think it was really childish and hoe-ish for Kay to lead Allison on like that and maybe one day someone will do the same to her and she will understand how it feels! I am bisexual and i would never lead both a man a woman on at the same time….ITS JUST NOT RIGHT!!! Women are more sensitive than man and if Kay has some history with them, then she should know better than to toy with a womans heart! SHAME ON U KAY!! THE WHOLE WORLD JUST WATCHED U EVOLVE FROM THE SWEET NEW GIRL………. TO THE HOUSEHOLD TRAMP!!!!!!!!!!
all i want to say is i think chris is on the down low for real
Allison gurl don’t worry about her. when she figures out that paul doesn’t want her then she’ll try to kum running bak 2 u. but that’s when u tell her about her self. Gurl u don’t need her. U got me!
and let me also add that allison u r a pretty, unique gurl and u sexy as hell in ur own way. don’t let anyone play u gurl. im not gon put everything out on this comment, but if u wanna talk personally then my email is glo_336@yahoo.com. hit me up, and i will be sure 2 holla bak at cha babe!
i think k is playing
allison if kay like paul back off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Allison if you be nice maybe Paul give you some meat.
to be honest i think kate and alison dont know what there missing and i think something is wrong with them because if two females sleep together wat pleasure do you recieve and you shouldnt want to look at things you already got yeah you get curious but look curiosity killed the cat i think that yall two should think about it insted of thinking about everything else going on in the house be more like tiffany.
Allison is crazy but I do understand where she is coming from but she also has to realize if kay wants to be with Paul she just has to step back . but if Kay was really smart she would see that Paul is a jack ass and a punk this season had no man to represent that house non what so ever. But remember allison if that ass is for you then you’ll get it in due time! LOL
i think Kayy should juss come bak to New york and b with her wifeyy..Meeh. forget allison.shhe need a perm anyway hahahaha
I’m not saying that Paul Has something but, when a woman gives it up that quickly she’s easy And he didn’t even take her out on a date well if you count Klye’s ribs I guess he half way did but Kay wound up paying for the meal in the end after Paul dropped a dime on Her. Kay Boo You played yourself if you thought that this Boy actually had feelings for you He has feelings in Is d*&k they only feel when its time to climax. Paul you say you want to keep yor dealings with Kay on the low How about taking her outside of the house where there are no cameras watching you 24/7 Ithought you where college students what the hell are you learning How to F^&k Females hella quick, Kay yor Parents will be so ashamed when they she how you acted on National T.V. never in a million years would I meet someone for twoweeks and just give up the goods You are worth more than a friendly F*&k Boo start acting like it. And Allison Girl you can do so much better than Kay She will Be done gave you a diesease or worst have you thinking one thing and doing another. That’s not cool And you Allison know she’s not girl material
Kay is such a dirty trick, of course she was leading you on, Allison!
Allison, stop being so desparate. You are letting her play you. Oops, Paul played her!! A lesson to all you loss women, keep your legs CLOSED!!!
when paul was gettin it kyle should come in and plug paul and then chris can plug kyle while mushing brandon in the face with smelly fingers
I would have showed up with a lumberjack shirt on. cause I am bringing the wood. Kay would have screamed dis n&gg& this negga is blessed. and I am saying yeah…feel dis lumber
I would have showed up with a lumberjack shirt on. cause I am bringing the wood. Kay would have screamed dis n&gg& this negga is blessed. and I am saying yeah…feel dis lumber yo who want lumba
I’M YELLIN 187 WITH MA WUD IN MY HANDS YOOOO IS LUMBA
I would like to meet and know KAY myself. I think they did her wrong when she first came on the sence, but she stood her ground. I don’t care she is bi.I think she is a very very beautiful lady. give me a chat. KAY email me
kay is a who@! she would get anyone a chance to hit that g spot(including kyle) PAUL WAS STUPID FOR PUTTING HIS ROOMATES IN HIS BIZ WHEN ASKING KAY QUESTIONS. IF PAUL WAS SO GANGSTA HE WOULDVE ASKED KAY THE HOOKER STR8 UP ON HITTING THAT G SPOT!!! MAYBE THATS WHY HER GIRL LEFT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!